I must admit going into a deployment is hard enough, but experiencing it your first time is harder. I never knew what was going to happen or what lied in my future, but it was an experience I signed up for when I said, "I do" and I'm glad I did. You learn to be very independent and find out what you really do and do not like.
I learned I want to do something with my life before bringing another into the world.
[Meaning our one day beautiful baby]
So, I thought around and I've always wanted to and heard many times over and over I should be come a massage therapist so ... I decided to go after and tackle my dreams.
I took the tour and learned what was ahead of me... I signed up for what I needed to and am trying to scrape up the money to make my dreams come true.
I should start shortly after this deployment and I am more than excited.
I never thought going back to school would be so darn exciting which will probably wither away after the first week but I do not care because I can say I did something and followed my dreams while others are taking the back seat in life.
I can not wait to put this deployment in the past and enjoy but more importantly APPRECIATE the time I have with my husband. It's amazing how much you can miss someone so badly it brings you to tears or a smile upon your face. I think if you really love someone you should go something ... important as a deployment just to test your faith and love for each other.
These are my words for today as I hope to continue
this blog and keep it up to date.
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